2014 Le birthday :D .

Finally my 17th B'day was over. First , I want to thanks my parents wishing me happy birthday through "Line & Whatsapp" I'm so touching after I saw you guys message after I finished school. Daddy and mommy is just like my backbone that supporting me until the end of my life,caring and worrying about me all the time. I love you guys ! ❤️
 Next is my second beloved mommy , 阿咪who never stop supporting me for my spm and treat me very well since I was a small child. I'm so Appreciate her caring.Then, I want to thanks Ivy aunt who bought me some presents. I like it so much.   my Math tuition teacher, Ms yen accompany me and my buddy revision our Maths until midnight and also countdown for my birthday. XD I'm appreciate the moments so much. I want to thanks a cute girl, Pigpig PuiSan give me a surprise too ! You're my BFF and the one I appreciate so much. You can't imagine what's my expression when I found the card. Of course, I want to thanks a " cute and good looking guys " wish me Happy birthday by sending a voice message to me. XD You're so special, haha. Hmm, Is turn to this funny girls, Vanessa , my beer buddies🍻,thanks you called me "bitch buddy" haha, remember buy more beer or wine after spm.
Next, I also thanks my little bro keep spamming your greeting message in my fb, wechat and anywhere. Besides that, I also want to thanks a funny girl, keep making joke while we are tuition ing. Muahaha , remember "Baby-G " Blek. XD  Lastly, I also want to thanks all of my schoolmates wishes me too, I never thought I have a lot of schoolmate will post birthday wishes at my FB. Hmm, still have a lots of guys need to thanks , the one call that me "cha xiu" gea , I never thought you still remember my b'day. XD To the one that send me some icon which are " a cake, a rose and a gift " de I thought you forgot my b'day ady. Lol This year is my best and memorable birthday.  I will fighting for my future :D

Wondering

今晚会有惊喜么？

我会收到一个很特别的祝福我的电话么？

谁又会成为2014年第一位和我说声 “生日快乐” 的幸运儿 ? 

算了吧，大家都在忙着温书，没关系吧. 呵呵 :)) 

为什么心情就是如此的低落。有很多心事很想说，但是对象往往都不能说。

Dafuq

Today dentist called me went to see her. 

Lol, I'm freaking nervous that time =.=

I was waiting and waiting with cck

No idea why the dentist left both of us at there for a long time !! ><

But after playing "Taylor Swift " new song - Shake it off. I'm so relax and singing at there ... XD

Luckily the dentist misunderstood about my teeth report. Nothing happen at last. 

I feel like I'm wasting my time at there and feel like I'm just went there to accompany cck check his teeth  =.= Very annoying ! Ms.Dentist ,don't fool me again please . ARGHHHHHH 

Eyes,Nose,Lips.

Emotional night. Listening (nose,eyes,lips covered by Lydia paek ) the lyrics of the song describe all my feelings. Listening this songs and decide to write them in the Same time at here. XD 

Hope I didn't have mistakes in the lyrics I write follow by the song. =.=

You never really got to lie
I just need you to say goodbye
Then I'll really let you go
And you'll never see me so just,
Stop wasting my time

I'll never come around you again, No more
This will be the end, now just shut that door
But you'll miss me everyday,
So hurt in every way
It will probably make you wanna go and drive yourself insane
'
You could have it all but you broke my heart
And now I gotta do what I do
You know you always bring out the best in me
But you played me for a fool 
Why you do that babe
It doesnt have to be this way
But there's no way I could stay

And your eyes, nose, lips
It hunts my memory
I can't forget you if I try
I wanna believe in your lies

And your eyes, nose, lips
It hunts my memory
I can't forget you if I die
Feels like I'm losing my mind

I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm so done
Before you wake up I will be gone
No more sitting home alone
Or waiting for your phone call
You don't deserve my love

Now you can go look for that girl next door
Caus you ain't the one I can call my own
I know you'll miss me everyday
So hurting every way
It will probably make you wanna go and drive yourself insane

You could have had it all, but you chose her
And now I gotta find someone new
You don't even know you had the best in me
Now who looks like a fool
Why'd you do that babe
It doesn't have to be this way
But there's no way I could stay

And your eyes, nose, lips
It hunts my memory
I can't forget you if I try
I wanna believe in your lies

And your eyes, nose, lips
It hunts my memory
I can't forget you if I die
Feels like I'm losing my mind

I wish that I could make this all go way
But it seems there's no way I canescape
But I'll be okay if I never have to see your face again

And your eyes, nose, lips
It hunts my memory
I can't forget you if I try (If I try, If I try)
I wanna believe in your lies (I wanna believe in your lies)

And your eyes, nose, lips
It hunts my memory
I can't forget you if I die
Feels like I'm losing my mind

无言的悲伤

今天下午和LAiHoong还有两位朋友去喝野 . 

上车看到 LaiHoong 很烦恼的样子。她告诉我她看到你不开心她自己也不开心。她想帮你解决它，一直问那两位朋友怎么办。看得出她很担心和在乎你，她是你真正值得交的朋友。:) 

我们得知你很伤心 很想安慰你 但却害怕自己说错话，所以我们无动于衷...

如果越叫你不要哭，你会哭得更加厉害...

我们爱莫能助,我刚才也信息了他但他却不要回复我。

我也很想你们在一起，就好像你想我和他一起的感觉。真的。

这里有些话 我想对那位男生说，可能会得罪到你，但是我真的很恨他。伤害我好朋友那么深你觉得我会放过你吗？

那男生，等待是唯一能证明你对她的爱有多少。时间真的证明了一切。

一年都不到，就说累了要放弃。

你凭什么说 “累” 这个字眼？ 你比我累吗？先生，请你好好反省。

当初就不要做那么多事情动摇别人的心。得到了就放走 你真的很够力坏。

我帮你那么多 现在是白费的，就因为听了外人的“歪理” 就说累了。你不信任她 那你还有资格说爱她吗？你是不是有了新的对象要踢走她？！ 如果是的话 我对你非常失望。

我希望你以后别再搞那么多花样。我也不会帮你了。

伤心一次两次就已经足够。我不会再给她伤心第三次。我们看到她很难受真的，看着自己的朋友哭自己也不开心。

女生的心不好伤，男生天生就会伤害女生。很不公平 ，要么就好好爱，要么就别爱。 

你总说不喜欢被骗，那为何你还撒谎。